Gender specific

We literally wore pink and blue that night
I just realized it
Perfect representations of our x and y
I didn’t have it together for a single minute
I must have looked like I was on fire

I can’t put to words how you imprinted on me
I beg time to stop again
To change words I said
To bring you back to this bed
To see the man you are
All masculine
Completely.

I’ve never seen a man so deliciously male as you
Never in all my life has any member of the species in my presence made me feel like a girl
Silly and flirty and like a princess
A fucking princess
Looking at you all doey and lost
But made of the desire that a certain fantasy company can’t portray in a woman’s gaze

It’s in me
In wishing for you
Like I am right now
And I was two days ago
And last week
And two months before that

You’re the perfect one
To touch what’s most feminine inside this lost little lady
But you disappear like a cartoon character in a puff of smoke
Poof
Where did you go
While I stand here holding my dress up
Wanting you to crawl under
Stop making that move
Stop that
Vanishing act
Come back
Prince Disarming